Have you ever just felt like being somewhere else? This shot of me at Avebury reminds of a somehwere else I rather be right now. I don't often feel that way, because I love where I live, but the old denominational group, just sent another lie via snail mail, and I'd rather be somewhere else.
"Why do the wicked prosper?" I ask myself.
Of course, Webb reminded me the other day when we got together, when these things happen I understand why "the heathen rage."
My real reason for making this post was I wanted to get this photo on my profile, but Blogger has this really stupid process to get it from your computer to your profile.
What the heck is up with that!?
Showing posts with label apathy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label apathy. Show all posts
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Apathetic? Me?
I still have to keep a watch on Forrest, and so I spend more hours at home than ever before. I will probably have three more weeks of this dog nursing task during the days. This is quite frustrating, but I suppose it should give me opportunity to do some things I might not regularly get to.
Jeff and Ken want me to get a book together since it appears that I will need to hit the road soon. Yep, I can get to work on that. I already have so much material it ought to be easy to piece a book together.
I need to get my first trip out to Southern California organized. That should be fun to do, and motivating.
I have done some things to organize these blogs better. That was good. Right?
I find that motivation is difficult. It comes in spurts. Then it fades to black.
Is apathy a result of abuse? I know that stress can cause me to want to run, but this isn't running. I'm not going anywhere, or avoiding anything. I'm just at home doing the dog nursing thing, and trying to get things done which I can do from home.
Discovering what to do next is a tough task in itself. Some of this is easily recognizable as the result of being in new circumstances. I am in need of doing things I have never done before. Yet, some of this struggle comes from the last year of treachery. Could it be that the way we do church, and practice our leadership in Christianity today actually may increase the apathy we preach against?
Jeff and Ken want me to get a book together since it appears that I will need to hit the road soon. Yep, I can get to work on that. I already have so much material it ought to be easy to piece a book together.
I need to get my first trip out to Southern California organized. That should be fun to do, and motivating.
I have done some things to organize these blogs better. That was good. Right?
I find that motivation is difficult. It comes in spurts. Then it fades to black.
Is apathy a result of abuse? I know that stress can cause me to want to run, but this isn't running. I'm not going anywhere, or avoiding anything. I'm just at home doing the dog nursing thing, and trying to get things done which I can do from home.
Discovering what to do next is a tough task in itself. Some of this is easily recognizable as the result of being in new circumstances. I am in need of doing things I have never done before. Yet, some of this struggle comes from the last year of treachery. Could it be that the way we do church, and practice our leadership in Christianity today actually may increase the apathy we preach against?
Subscribe to:
Comments (Atom)
